"hayness." "err,say tat again." "hayness."

tat was the word tat got ma ass canned.

alrite back to the start.

it was yesterday. spelling bee competition.
prize money was 3k. bursary. but still 3k.
shud be easy to win rite? XP

gathered at school and left in teacher's car,
tat's kua, or kooks. to me. team leader.

mr ezri. everybody thinks he's a malay.


urs truly. i swear it's the camera tat makes me look fat. xp

reached sunway. awesome place.
saw shirley on the walls! she looks so studious in there. X) haha
met up with some ex-ec guys. my did they put us in our right place.

"they sent u jokers?!?'' xp wonderful ppl


chinamansss. heh xp

met up with several ppl we knew.
then we met our friends at the canteen.



SEOW. dangerous. do not put him in the same room with nick and leon. don't.
mild farting may occur.


mr leon. he eats everywhere.
he actually pulled out a milo from his pocket and drank it on stage.
when it was his turn to spell. X) wonderful guy.


mr nick. my kiddie mate and my beloved drummer. afrikaans describe him pretty well. =)

told u not to put them in the same room.


the rounds started.
ezri got out. 1st round. xp
kinda embarassing.

kua got through fine.
i got through fine too.
anglophile was my word. love tat word.

had a lunch break. nick went to take second rounds. the glutton. haha.
met up with shir and pat! X) they look as good as ever.
2nd round.
i got kicked. spelt the wrong thing.
stupid stupid pronouncer.

kua got through.
everyone else got through. xp

SEMI'S.
only ec guy left. surrounded by girls. =)
but he got whacked in the first round of semi's. XP too bad kua.
haha. we spend the rest of the day watching the others play.
fann got whacked out too. X) makes me feel a bit better. a bit. xp sorry fann


SUDDEN DEATH.
everybody died. XP includin nick.

ah anyway for some private reason i will finish this tomoro. nite.

''oi,boy,mari sini.'' not again. -.-

i was late to school yesterday. as usual.
could see my friends gathered around the round table. as usual.
then the guy popped up. and called everyone there. including me.
even though i just arrived. -.- w.t.f.

yesterday was seriously a wet and doggone day.
been listenin to a lot of R.A.T.M. lately.
guess the lines ''fuck you i won't do wat u tell me'' and the resounding''motherfucker!!''
catches my attention. X)

gonna get my feet washed by a priest today. some sort of ceremony in
which jesus washes the disciples feet.
can't even imagine myself being peter. X) lambs of god. haha.
received sarah's message from down under last nite,
and i got to say,tat seriously perked me up. tanx DAF. =P

the government is rearranged too yesterday.
let's hope it's a good thing. eh?

it's ironic u were the one who made me start to blog. lol.
anyway he's makin u happy and tat's all tat matters ain't it?

btw the song above for R.A.T.M. is killing in the name of.
go check it out if u all have the time, =)
down under or singapore?

i wan sun glasses. big wide sunglasses.


a telecaster would do fine too.

kumpulan dengan singh itu berdiri sekarang.

tat happened during assembly yesterday.
even the birds went quiet with that.
problem was tat i was in tat group. ah not good. xp

monday was fun. kinda. it felt like it was after november hols. last year.
it was just one week of hols though,haha.
time passes too slow. it's still tuesday. why can't it be friday? love fridays.

tomoro's monday

is it just me or is today particularly slow?

junk. for RM6.80.

lots of stuff. in a mag. local and overseas. for RM6.80. get a load of tat.

love me butch is playin tomoro.

i can't believe they actually played in landmark.

god was cryin yesterday. or just pissing.

yesterday wasn't good for a lot of my friends. xp spm results. ah. not good.


decisions. made a few yesterday.


PISS NOR SHINE NOTHING IS GOIN TO STOP ME. nothing. =)

live and let live is something i'm learning to do.

but i'll still kill u if i feel like it though.XP wat can i say habits die hard.

love love love. love love love. i dig the beatles so badd. X)

There's nothing you can do that can't be done
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung
Nothing you can say but you can learn how the play the game
It's easy

all u need is love.


piss or shine.

it's thursday. shit the hols are almost over xp

so homesick at home.

''time won't let me go!''


i never had a perfect time, always something to screw it up,


''time won't let me go.''


the bravery.


it's a drunken haze to walk through this few days with naught but a jacket
to warm me.talkin behind my back, they are straight aren't they? yes they are.
u can do nothing bout losing everybody losing everybody. listenin to weird tapes scratchin the analogues i can't sleep tonite sleep tonite time's a bitch and she's a cruise.i'm not into what i see and tat's you ur boytoy and the little worms they kiss me oh so silently.

fake dolls hug me and i yell for help. i yell for help while fake dolls get me.

lookin at the pillowcase where u should be wih me i listen for a heartbeat and i hear his instead heart pls i begged but no more i don like wat i see i don like wat i see pls pls shy chicks they kiss me but i don't love them no i don't love them no no sweet dreams tonite heart cinema rolls killin me but no one's here to kill the screen

sweet dreams sweet dreams little babe u tore everything up everything up

fake dolls.


the pepperheads.

it's seven am.

and it's drizzling outside. and my ac's at 16. and i still haven't slept properly for more than 2.

thoughts floatin around like a flashbang residue. the harder i try the more it sticks.



shalalala. listenin to a lil girl sing and play some weird bag-o-beans makes me feel better.


i can't even blog properly anymore. pfft. wat a waste.


i'll try to sleep a lil later. now goin out to jog fer a while. out.

it's pattering hard on the window.

We all have a weakness

But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye,

and ask for forgiveness.

We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.

Yes, you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us,

at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up

I know you'll count on me from yesterday.

If I turn into another

dig me up from under what is covering

the better part of me.

Sing this song

remind me that we'll always have each other

when everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness

that cleverly attaches and multiplies

No matter how we try.

We all have someone that digs at us,

at least we dig each other.



So when sickness turns my ego up

I know you'll act as a clever medicine.

If I turn into another,

dig me up from under what is covering

The better part of me.

Sing this song!

Remind me that we'll always have each other

when everything else is gone.

Oh, each other when everything else is gone.



If I turn into another

dig me up from under what is covering

the better part of me.

Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

Oh, each other when everything else is gone.




i'll never be able to do it like brandon.
but i just feel it coursing through me.
dig me up.

Incubus

they were electrifying.
beat after beat,song after song.

the moshing may sucked *i got my specs destroyed by some idiot's elbow during this time*,
but the band itself was fucking awesome.

incubus u changed my world. X)

i will upload the pics once josh passes me the pics.


There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive,

I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.

If I Turn Into Another
Dig Me Up From Under What Is Covering
The Better Part Of Me.
Sing This Song!
Remind Me That We'll Always Have Each Other
When Everything Else Is Gone.
Oh Each Other....
When Everything
Else Is Gone.

but ur gone with everything else too.
i was too late.

shu da da dup dup uh.

had a weird week. the mood for studyin's zero everywhere.
it's like we had already trashed spm. X)

tomorrow's the concert.
i have a high suspicion tat some bomb will go off in the middle of the show.
probably not. hopefully.

i received something on monday nite.
this time,i'm keeping my word. i'll wait.

i haven't shaven for a week. now i have whiskers instead. xp
will post the pics fer the show on sat.

not a bad day.

it's weird how i even got into this tunnel.

okay i'm rewinding the whole thing back a bit.

it's a saturday. yesterday to be exact.
i came to school to grab something and go somewhere else.
there was a marathon goin on in school.


and then i met this guy.

mr gurdave with his finger,as always.

anyway. i met him and he managed to convince me to run in the marathon.

in the damn rain. in the stupid damn heavy rain.

ah wat the heck. just run it i thought,it might be fun.
well it was fun,in a even-ur-underpants-are-soaking-wet type of fun.

it wasn't tat heavy when we started.
barely a kilometre into the run,god let loose his eternal piss on us.


it felt like a swimming pool. cept ur were running. it was tat wet.


eventually we ended up running with chris. walking to be exact.


one of us had a smart idea.
let's take a shortcut. sure. why not?


with a bunch of ec guys walking round in the rain,u can imagine the result.
we got lost. typical.

somehow we ended up in the tunnel as u saw above.

we walked somemore.
and ended up near near spastic hall.


soon our minds worked out something every guy wanted to do at one point in his life.
it was our last year anyway.

we walked to convent.

there. we even had a photo taken.
wat dumbasses we are.

to cut the story short,we took a cab back to school from there.
we even took a short video. 8 seconds. if u want it just ask.