he's through.

papers are over. heh heh.

there's not a second when i don't tink of the future.
but wat bout u?

i'm surfing and listening to bloc party. add maths was murder. literally. X) haha.
i'm heading to the concert on the seventh. probably getting my wolfmother album there too.

woo yea. XP

it's close to march. elections are going on. strange how the government seems to hate bloggers don't they. well we hate u too. let's play the blame game don't we.


the weekend's close though.


ah screw it all i just wan to play rugby again.

beatles a compilation.

Here come old flattop he come grooving up slowly.

He got joo-joo eyeballs, he one holy roller.

He got hair down to his knee,

Got to be a joker he just do what he please.

Nobody ever loved me like she does,

Oo she does, yes she does.

And if somebody loved,

me like she do me.


Don't let me down,
Come together right now over me.



Hey, Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better.

a cup of lemons.

MUGGING. this entire week.

and everyone else looks so relaxed. xp.

julian's watching u. and the tv nehind u.

the fervor of new year has come and gone.
i kinda feel like the guest at the party when no one else is.

Valentine's just went past too. spend it with naught but a row of pc's and friends.
wasted u might say.
perhaps.
i didn't feel like goin fer a date anyway.

there's nobody tat catches my eye no more.
when u seen through the lust, the magic kinda dies.
and besides having a marathon session at call of duty 4 is more fun anyway.
just click and watch ur bullet swerve into a face and smash it to bits.


Pathunk. the sound of a bullet hitting a sheet of metal. zeke's word.

X) uber-cool.

saw a beng couple in holiday plaza on valentine's nite.

girl pinned inside boy's arms against the railing.

boy. *i LOVE YOUUUU.* (in chinese)
girl. *don have laaaa. u don't love meeee.* ( in chinese)
boy. * no laaaaaaaa. i LOVE U LAAAA.* ( in chinese )
girl. *giggles. cuddles into him. NO LAAAA U DON"T LOVE MEE.* ( in chinese)

imagine how i felt watching them do tat. xp
man i love holiday plaza fer the cheap thrills.


ah beng's guide to valentine's. just keep saying I LOVEEE YOUUUUUUU LAAA. the girl might deny it. but just keep trying.


ah well they are god's creation too. i won't critic too much here.

anyone wans chocs?

The films - Belt loops.

Well she said jealousy is something that distracts you,
I said it's hard to focus with your fingers in his belt loops.
Then there was that dream about you naked in the bathroom
Telephone just rang, I heard you say I'll call you back soon.

He's been waiting in the ally for an hour,
She's been powdering her nose in the shower,
I've been trying to figure out where it went sour.
But I think the ringing in my ears is getting louder.

Hold out your hand, and take it easy,
I already know what's been going on,
I knew it all along,
So just, take it, easy.
You're acting suprised and I just roll my eyes,
It's gonna be alright.
Alrightt.

She's like a devil in a dark shade of lipstick,
An unassuming sort of x-rated misfit.
Her bottle's shook up all you gotta do is twist it,
Before you get a chance you'll already have missed it.
He's got his arm around her looking like an actress.
A chain to driven he'd been posing like a baptist,
Subtle proposition, will you fit him in your tracklist.
Maybe you'll just get right down to wearing out the matress.



Just so we're straight and you don't get the wrong impression ,
Don't need a silly little overdue confession.
Just remember when you're over at his house undressing,
He's just another sucker who's about to learn a lesson.

wonderland.

well, it's a monday. last day before school starts. damn. went to eu chuan's party last nite.
it's a nice party dude don't worry. X) haha.



it's feb. 480 days more to tat exam. a BIG tanx you to nick for reminding me bout tat. xp

it's finally all quiet on my side. . too quiet.


read my mind won't u.

well happy birthday. =)

to all those who are borned on this day. X) Happy Birthday.

multiple layered crossroads.

u ever felt tired cos after ur were painstakingly stripping one layer of the puzzle, just to discover tat's a snake's ball of them underneath?


i have been consistent to the damn dream.

bloc party

In two more years, my sweetheart, we will see another view
such longing for the past for such completion
What was once golden has now turned a shade of grey
I've become crueler in your presence

They say: 'be brave, there's a right way and a wrong way'
This pain won't last for ever, this pain won't last for ever

Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years so hold on

You've cried enough this lifetime, my beloved polar bear
Tears to fill a sea to drown a beacon
To start anew all over, remove those scars from your arms
To start anew all over more enlightened

I know, my love, this is not the only story you can tell
This pain won't last for ever, this pain won't last for ever

Two more years...

You don't need to find answers for questions never asked of you
You don't need to find answers

dead weights and balloons
drag me to you
dead weights and balloons
to sleep in your arms
i've become crueler since i met you
ive become rougher, this world is killing me

Two more years...

We cover our lies with handshakes and smiles
We try to remember our alibis
We tell lies to our parents he hide in their rooms
We bury our secrets in the garden
Of course we could never make this love last
I said of course we could never make this love last
The only love we know is love for ourselves
We bury our secrets in the garden.

it hits me like a car.

i realised. . . something today. i should have done so earlier.

but. i guess u needed to shove this into my face so tat i will wake up rite?

*gives u the finger.*

Fuck. You. seriously. FUCK YOU. ur make me feel sick.

been listening to a lot of bloc party lately. damn they are good. X) duh cha cha duh duh cha cha chaaa.

valentine's is coming up soon,wanna buy roses? it's cheap. =P

u know hu to look for if u do X)

* sorry bout using the language on top,couldn't help it*

a very orange affair.

1) Monsuier Orange returns after a hard day of work back to the fridge. sees orange peels on the floor. puzzled.


2)turns left. god. mr banana is half naked. Madame Orange is tucked in rite next to him peeled.

3) "how could you??" goes Monsieur orange.

fruit scandals. X)

one week of danger. wooyea.

We’re best friends
We hold hands
We’re in love
you’re my man.

Darling no
That’s not me
I’m a ghost
In the sheets.

Well is there something that you like about her?
Yes.

And is there something that you love about her?
No.


You talk about me like you own me baby,
That’s not fair.
I told you that I had somebody else
You did not care
And now you’re talking on the phone
You’re tellin’ all of your friends


We love each other.


Well is there something that you wanted from her?
Yes.
I want her legs, her body, and her cash.
And is there something that you needed from her?
No.
And if she’s playing hard to get
I’m out the door.

Oh no baby.
Don’t say it’s true.
Please say you love me.


Like I love you.

The virgins.

awesome music X) tx DAF hehe.

NEWS FLASH

British sterling just dropped to 6.20.



effing random. X) heh.

look.

i don't get wat ur saying. tat applies to everybody.

my mind's eye feels wrenched and locked shut.

i just want the spring in my step back.

able to just look at the busy road and smile for no apparent reason.

i miss being julian seow.

you act surprised.

well i'm leaving for the states i just got my scholarship.


NOT.

haha. but wouldn't it be wonderful if tat happened to u wouldn't it? X)


i just finished call of duty 4. it awesome. i just watched arctic monkeys at glastonbury and i must say they are. bloody. awesome. X) wooyea.



Well oh they might wear classic Reeboks
Or knackered Converse
Or tracky bottoms tucked in socks
But all of that's what the point is not
The points thats there ain't no romance around there.



i'm certainly lovesick but cos with the purplishness of my phone,
i'm afraid i may have to have my dinner.






meet my manager heh heh.