heh heh.

i got streamed back to my class.



how bloody awesome is tat? X)

seventeen. fuck. yeah.

seventeen. seventeen. seventeen. seventeen. seventeen.


fuck. i'm seventeen. X) (three months more to be exact.)

so i'm seventeen. heh. major exams down at the end of this year. but apart from all tat...
yep it's all good.

i have big big big plans. get a car. cooper baby. get a tattoo. or tattoos. a telecaster. fuh. X) love. play on a stage. score straight fucking a's. listen to kokokaina live. listen to the killers live. and one more thing. move out of my house by the end of the year.

it feels impossible. xp. too ambitious. but one thing's for sure..this wreck's finally walking again.

listening to the audio while waiting for my ride.

I wish i never X)

It's a saturday afternoon. my close friend left for down under in the morning.
i'm wearing my dirty jeans. i'm listening to Kokokaina, she's sweet. like a wiff of honey with daffodils. i love her voice. X)

I feel sad now,clearly. my friend just left after all. missing her along with missing someone else who holds my heart but she doesn't aknowledges it together makes it hard to bear. only listening to music and the quiet thoughts in my mind soothes my beating heart.

It's drizzling outside. it's wet and humid in here. my phone's silent and dead.
i'm goin to church in a while more. i'm wearing the bullet shaped necklace from rachel.
the lil gal just knows how to buy christmas gifts for me. wish i bought her back something though. perhaps her birthday.

You said that i was good for you but you pushed me aside
Now tell me does that seem right?
I've fallen for a pessimist
but God help me i tried
to get you out of it

so...

I wish i'd never fallen in love...
so deeply
I wish i'd never knew that love...
actually exists. but i do now.

She just sings it perfectly. X)

Daf's. . . . gone.

Daf's. . . . gone. she's flying to down under in an hour's time. i should be there with the rest, sending her off, but yet here i am,typing out my grievances to the blog. i tink i should talk a little bout her shouldn't i?

Well,Sarah Jane,She's my Daf( Dearest awesome friend) it may sound cheesy cos it is. well,let's recap...i first started talking to her in camp..when i was 13. X) she's da main influence to me playing guitar. incubus too. she gave me all sorts of lil memorabilia, which i kept till today.






every last one of her stuff is still in a lil shoebox. X)




Daf the woman. She Rocks Ma World!! X) haha

She's the quirkiest person i ever met apart from myself and a few others. heh. she's the bestest friend ever. We all miss her. A lot.






We Miss ya Woman!!

Influences.

firstly let me say i'm a hypocrite. X) alrite let's continue with the story.




the killers. heavy synth slash keyboard slash axe music. one of my top loves. X)



Arctic monkeys. Lovely Lovely Lovely brits. heh.



Yeah Yeah Yeahs. effing weird ppl heh x)

stop. look. go.

updating this. . . thing has never been easy for me. X) i'm so lazy.

well. . .seventeen. a new year. finally. Lots of shit happenened last year.
some good.. but mostly shit. heh.

guess i should be more mature now..am i? perhaps.

well i want to drive this year. go to a concert. get straight flat out A2's. 'can't be too greedy. X)'
love again. write 50 songs. own a telecaster. get signed. become more strong. physically. burn up the strips of magnesium i kept in my locker.

but most of all, i want to kiss 2007 a bigass goodbye. i'm still connected to it no matter what i do though.

so give me a kiss. . . . give me a hug.

2008 is here.

heroes.

I, I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim
Though nothing, nothing will keep us together
We can beat them, for ever and ever.

We can be Heroes, just for one day.

I, I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing, nothing will drive them away
We can be Heroes, just for one day
We can be us, just for one day

I, I remember standing, by the wall
And the guns, shot above our heads
And we kissed, as though nothing could fall
And the shame, was on the other side
Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever

Then we could be Heroes, just for one day

We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
Just for one day

well i was feeling down in the morning and this song poured out of the stereo.
it hit me real hard. X)