yellow lotion

is an antiseptic lotion that has been applied to my neck pretty recently.
every single morning.
every single night.
i don't like being more yellow than usual though.

teeth bared under the facemask,
with it misting under the artificial lights.
gun's a swirl as people popped their head to be shot at,
and when you get shot by your own team,
for taking down the very people about to shoot them.
it's still okay.

what's not okay is when a girl pops up from a barrel,
and nails me in the neck.

that's indoor paintball.
and now.. i'm banned from it.
outdoors too.
oh well.

when the lights go out,
and sir pyscho sexy's cheery,

what would you do?