blood stained but never forgotten

nobody can forget the first pull of the trigger.
the first life you take.
that frantic motion to reload if just to live for a while longer.


TOPED 1st squad.
you are missed.

we been through a bit.
quite a bit.

On the other hand.. the hols are a-go. no more waving the parking sticker to the gatekeepers. for a week i hope.

The age-old problem of papers are upon me sooner than i guessed.
it holds something different now though.
something more sinister.
sinister or not, it still has to be dealt with.

no matter what happens i still remember the road to the cracked jetty.
it may be a trip illegally.
but nonetheless.
none the less.



listening to you at half past five in the morning is the best way a person could ever opens his eyes to.
i'm the lucky person.
i'm the luckiest person in the world. =)

always.

ily.