e.x.p.l.o.s.i.o.n.s. i.n. y.o.u.r. m.i.n.d.

*do wear sunglasses.


i saw a couple at the bay a few days ago.
hugging each other tight on a motorbike.
''sweet love they have." i remember thinking.

then the girl turned.

but she wasn't a she after all.





i know they ain't playing here.
don't say anything else.

birth and death of the day.

sometimes..
i just wish i wasn't tat naive.

the virgins - rich girls.

woohoo. gotta tanx janer for intro-ing this fellas. =)

pimp it baby

pimp my ride usa.

_____________________________
and now for PIMP MAH RIDE MALAYSIA.
______________________________
a toyota all pimped out.



yea baby yea.



who said tat malaysians are dull?

tag? oh it's 9 bucks.

LAYER ONE:

* Name: julian.
* Birth date: mac 27.
* Birthplace: china.
* Current Location: johor.
* Eye color: blue?
* Hair Color: blackish.
* Righty or lefty: right hand rule.

LATER TWO:

* Your heritage: malaysian chinese.
* The shoes you wore today: The pair of jesus sandals.
* Your weakness: eating and listenin to kokokaina. i know i'm sick.
* Your fears: becoming a vcd vendor.
* Your perfect pizza: cheesy?
* Goal you'd like to achieve in life: play a real life call of duty match. without a respawn.

LAYER THREE:

* Your most overused phrase on MSN : heh.
* Your first waking thoughts: ''-----wha?'' tat's my first thought of the day.
* Your best physical feature: my shirt. yes. my shirt.
* Your most missed memory: getting my face bashed by a nigerian while listenin to brandon boyd.

LAYER FOUR:

* Pepsi or Coke: sprite.
* McDonald's or Burger King: The king.
* Single or group dates: single. i don't need so many chicks. haha. X)
* Adidas or Nike: converse.
* Lipton Ice tea or Nestea: teh puteh
* Chocolate or Vanilla: chocs.
* Cappuccino or coffee: latte.

LAYER FIVE:

* A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: john frusciante.
* Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: toy story.
* Name two of your passions in life: listening and walking in those sandals.
* Least favorite time of day: nighttime. the government is back home at nite.

LAYER SIX:

* use hairspray or gel: wax.
* Your favorite meal: pasta. pasta. pasta.
* Color on the inside of your head when you close your eyes: kehitaman.
* Listen to classical music: every thursday.
* Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: nope. just haha.

I tag ...

everyone?
yea all of u who reads this BETTER TAG URSELF.

btw avril lavigne is banned from msia.

boo to the censors.

and yet..a yay.

i knew she was a guy. dammit.

connect sd. failure. please retry again.

well yesterday was jack's birthday.



happy birthday swedish dude. =)



we gathered at citysquare yesterday to celebrate this guy's birthday.
kinda weird feeling,eating popcorn while everybody else was having a regular meal.
but still,it's a good feeling.


caught mirrors afterwards.
it's a kinda funny and terrible show.
funny cos i had zeke and eu chuan cringing to the left and right of me,
terrible because the concept was just stupid.
the mirrors are gateways to demonic lifeforms.
wat happen to the old pentagram i wonder.

afterwards was dinner. thailand dinner.
the cool people were off at this table,



and the others were here.

meet mr surrogate mom and her son who married ezzeker.


the dinner was good,the food was awesome, and the toilet was even better.
it had 2 mirrors. on adjacent walls.
had a lot of ppl fricking out before they could start their job.
this might explain why the seat was wet from the button down and up.



melvin's need for speed : jeep attack.
not for the faint butts.

it was a good day yesterday.
tanx mr jack daniels. =)


btw.
thank you for calling me a bitch when i kept my trap shut and actually cared.
thanks a lot dear.


i found this clip off youtube.
proves that a nice song doesn't need you to be hardcore.
it just requires a real love for it.
no matter how ugly or fat ur are.

''harap maaf. anda tidak terpilih..'' hehe.

in case ur wondering.
i tak kena ns. hehe.



too bad for kua. zeke. andrew. greame. fann. nicholas. melanie. jourdan.
we will remember you.

if u guys don't defer..i might want to apply.
i get 900 bucks if i do.

but in the meantime people,
cheer up. there's still spm And december holidays to think about.



that's where we all hang out after school.
the jetty.
no i'm not joking.

the essentials.

instruction 1.


food.




lasagna. never go anywhere without one.
esp places where they serve you broth with beard hair.


instruction 2.


paste picture on case to ensure optimism.


or this.




i personally prefer the dude pic.
the chick pic will attract stares.

trust me.



instruction 3.

money.

bring as many of it as u can.
or if ur broke...



streetside yoga has been always a great way to make money.
just don't do it in brookyln.
or wong ah fook.
u know why.


instruction 4.

Travelling Companion.

pick ur friends.
those that u can get along with.
and try not to share their food and cash.
they just might get pissed.






ur all set.
now go get a plane and set in on fire.

party's over kid. sigh.

i don't really like getting my ass played.

but i still seem to manage getting everything on the road.
most of the things.

is it bad being someone's pawn?
or the feeling tat u played directly into their hands?

the latter i suppose.

ooh la la. wat a scandal. shoot me then.
i have no idea how people fall so easily to their temptations.
human weakness? nah.
just the burning desire to possess.

what am i even doing here,at half to twelve, with the stereo on repeat,
with messages unreplied, books undone, typing away here?

wat the fuck am i doing rite now.

gods.

ur too quick to get into ur regrets dear.
i still miss tat fairy i first saw, instead of this many face spy.
wat are u gonna do to me i wonder.


i wonder.

i say making love..in a new wave.

the title is just a line from somewhere.
please do not mistake this for a random surge of testerone.
or oestreogen.

hey who said the fairer hormone is purer?

been to driving class today.
let's just say i didn't bring my id And Wallet.
yea wonderful.
thankfully ian's my atm for the day. =) hee.

something awesome happened at six in the morning today.
i haven't started praying and god grants it.
guess u can call it a holy gift.

there's 2 more weeks till trials.
and i ain't got shit in my brain. even after trying to study.
god grant me one more prayer?

subu has been missing all week.
he better be back. otherwise..he's gonna get tooled.

caught in a dilemma.
a acquaintance or a god's gift?
i want both.
i know. too greedy.




see u ppl around in a new wave.

flu. flies. and the missing keys.

as you read this,
i think you would like to know that,
this is all done by an on-screen keyboard.

yes tat. the real thing has been missing for a week.

look at the dedication i put in for you people.

flu has been in my head for a week.
i need more tissue.

something nice is going on.
something really nice. X)
i should thank god some time.

as for u ppl,
just watch this till i get my board back.

cheers.