"i tried!"
ur ain't trying hard enough! there's one thing u missed out! there there!!"
"tat's like a so small thing."
" it ain't!!''
that's like how my life is. almost of all of it. mostly the screaming part is done by concerned parents. -.- it made me learn tat looking over ur shoulder while ur doin something is highly. . . recommended. otherwise....nag nag.
life was a simple thing when u were a kid. eat. read a book. get rewarded. sweets mostly. peck ur parents cheek and get a peck back in return. run around in the sun till somebody grabs u out of it laughing or giving u a fuwahhhhh!! slap on the ass. sleeping with the nightlight. waiting by the door anxiously for dad to pop back home and run towards him.
tat felt like it was in the 1920's.
in the years before high school.. all i aquired was a skill in lightning fast copying and a great distaste in everything chinese. guess it was cos i was stuck in a chinese school and was whacked like 5? times a day for homework and getting treated like a outcast cos i didn't feel things the way the others do.
high school. "college'' they call my school X) sweet. being all guys..u can imagine wat happens when a girl walks past. Xp call it a involuntary reaction. haha. tat was when i was 13 or 14 though. more matured now. hopefully. X) been through a lot of stuff.had hurt and been hurt. getting awed by punk. .rock & roll..metal..now indie and the occasional girl strumming along to her words. baby i love tat. X) being an outcast doesn't matter anymore. . .cos everybody's one in a way. i mean..come on look at the faggots. heh. everything's grey now too, no such thing as being a good guy cos there's nothing such as pure. never was.
i'm nearing the end of my adolescent years. love pls kiss me. i'm finally free.
time to party.X)
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